Tuesday, 25 September 2012

Post-Chemotherapy Cycle #03 Comment #04 (Updated #01)

For those that had managed to read the post before I deleted the last paragraphs, this is is an updated post.

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Not much to report today but physically things are on the up-swing. Appetite is back to being good and getting hungry easily and want to eat, sugar level in under control.

Only slight problem I have is a small nose bleed in my right nostril. It is not healing well and it kept bleeding but very slowing and small.

Emotionally, it was a roller coaster ride yesterday and there were things said that should not or opinion raised that were inconsequential. Things are getting tougher emotionally now that I am into the 5th week of my therapy. It is a strain on the family and me. I guess Josie is the hardest hit because I am the closest to her and she has to manage her work, taking care of Nathan and be peace-maker in the house. Tough on her but that’s why I loved her. You can tell that she is also getting stronger but my heart still breaks when I see her sad.

I ask God this day for strength on behalf of my family and for Josie, I ask God for a greater measure of His grace and mercy, I ask Jesus to stand with us and be our comfort.

While wiping the cabinet top in our room and I saw this plaque that was there all the while but never really notice it and I was just wondering why? I guess God want to take His time to reveal Himself at the right moment or at least at a significant moment where the message could take root. The plaque reads “The Lord is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer” (Psalm 18:2). How appropriate for Josie and me at this point.

When I am down, He reveals Himself. Such is our God.

In God I Trust.

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